Thoughts from Darmstadt...

last night i thought of lots of stuff. I was surfing tru my Block's yahoo grp and a sudden tinge of familarity struck mi. All the blk stuff i went tru as an A Blocker, as a Blkhead started to come back. i felt really really nostalgic and sad. How i wish i was dere experiencing all the happening stuff. sigh, guess its just temporary. But i do know tt i miss my A block 1st years. the hobbits, my level 2 neighbours, and the many 1st years i interacted with for tt short period of time. Somehow i miss them more. maybe coz i tok to them alot more as a blk head during their formative period in KR. sigh sigh and more sigh. I miss KR and A block la!!

Den my thoughts drifted to my dad. i was thinking i cud never say a proper thank u to him. All these years, he has been really supportive silently and giving a few words of advice that were really precious and meaningful. All these due to the benefit of hindsight and experience. Though he doesn't show how he feels, i think (i seriously dunno but i think la) he does care for me. But its pretty obvious he shower more care for my sis. maybe easier for dads to dote on daughters than sons. yah, just wann to say Thank You daddy.

Sadly, i thought of fei. He passed away a few months earlier. i am still coming to terms with y God take away such a wonderful soul who is God-fearing and gave so much joy to his frens and who influence me greatly. A real good fren but i guess life has its ways of teaching you how to appreciate better. So i decided that not so much of thinking of why he passed away but how after his passing, i can help influence my frens the way he did for me. At least i cud remember him this way...