Have u felt a sense of not being yaself at times?

Times when u feel down n out?
Times u feel u r not yaself?
Times u dun feel like doing anything but nua-ing?
Times u stare at the assignment for 2 mins and thinking empty thoughts?
Times u stare another 5 mins after checking ya watch thats says 2 minutes later and still blank?

Well, times like these occur once a month for mi (a bit like period but NO la). I will just feel a sense either here nor there. Everything seems to grind to a halt. den i will wonder what to do the next day and i look ard my empty room for things to do. I realise i have too many things to settle. den i will reach for the complilations A n C block did for mi. Den i will snuggle in bed and start reading them. Everytime i flip tru, i seem to infer different meanings from the same old msg. Just to list a few of my favorites...

From my memory ....

1) JL probably wrote the most honest opinion abt me - the true me. She prob the only fren tt really understand me becoz i am incoherent all the time. i wonder why she can relate to me so well. I think she is as crappy as me, just tt she dun show it, just like a porcupine, hur hur.

2) RJ word's were nice n sweet. will remember u one la, dunno if u remember me after u grad. u r most welcome to come back to make a fool of me on 2007 command, if i ever make it.

3) Zhihao, wah kao i really din noe u were writing farewell to me, tot u freaking hardworking at 2am in changi doing last minute revision for some test!

4)think Rina won the Most Written Farewell Msg to Waterboi award hands down. like some 3 pages? dating back to first day of her orientation till the day i left for germany. very detailed, and her handwritiing so small i had trouble reading at times.

5) nice letter from jingx (A block jing xian), wah i like the paper also, looks expensive. She deserves Best Deco Letter Award

6) Kelchoo wins Most Welfare Award, coz he gave mi choc to eat on my ride to germany.

7) Dan Loo wins Least But Powerful Words Award. only 4 words -" Take care, my fren." ok la he did write an intro, but tt one not counted. (i am the judge ma)

8) Lijun n Junli wins Most Compatible Award. Apparently their names were reverse-flippish. Li Jun, Jun Li. u get the idea. and so i had to read one msg on on side, the other upside down. very creative. on a side note, lijun kept her promise well - to disturb aili every day. seriously very commited to her cause, hee :)

9) but not as creative as wad Dan Loo suggested to an A blocker. write perpendicular to the lines. luckily her hand writing was pleasant. Most Creative Award to you! Toh Jumin!!! if u hadn't realise i din put ya name, haha

10) Hailin n Martin wins Best A&C Award. hahaha. i aso not sure why. But words from Martin will be kept close to my heart, very valuable. wah, hailin one even more valuable, first time she communicated with me non-verbally. serious!

11) must mention a big thank u to Ivan and Aili for compiling the two books, it was superb for morale booasting periods. hee

*many more, will update soon*